Things seem to be coming together for Ironman. I swam 5000 meters and rode 2 hours today. Over half the ride was climbing and I am finally starting to feel comfortable on the inclines. Tomorrow is an easy swim and then I am off to Penticton on saturday for a seven hour ride and a 45 minute run. One more week of hard stuff and then it is taper time.
I took a few moments today to reflect on where I am at this point in my life. I came from a home where one parent had a grade 4 education and the other grade 12. They did what they thought was right but as I was growing up I always felt inadequate and was made to feel that I could not do anything right. In retrospect I would say there was a lot of paranoia in our home. Conversations in our home usually included some sort of criticism and there was little love or affection. Positive relationships were not something that was modelled and that is something that I am still paying the price for.
I left that behind for the most part when I was 19 and have not looked back. Eight years of university, a variety of careers and now I am a school division administrator. I have been with Donna for 35 years and things keep getting better. I am blessed with three incredible daughters who are all going to make the world a better place in their own way. We converse like equals and Kaitlin told me today she was giving up a trip to see her boy friend in Vancouver so she could be with me at Ironman. That is the kind of love that we have built in our family and I was truly touched. I have a nice home in Winnipeg and a great condo in Kelowna where I am fortunate to be able to spend my summers. Today's ride through the orchards and country side here in paradise brought a lot of thoughts and feelings to the surface. I do not know what I have done to deserve all that I have but consider myself to be one of the luckiest persons in the world.
I took a few moments today to reflect on where I am at this point in my life. I came from a home where one parent had a grade 4 education and the other grade 12. They did what they thought was right but as I was growing up I always felt inadequate and was made to feel that I could not do anything right. In retrospect I would say there was a lot of paranoia in our home. Conversations in our home usually included some sort of criticism and there was little love or affection. Positive relationships were not something that was modelled and that is something that I am still paying the price for.
I left that behind for the most part when I was 19 and have not looked back. Eight years of university, a variety of careers and now I am a school division administrator. I have been with Donna for 35 years and things keep getting better. I am blessed with three incredible daughters who are all going to make the world a better place in their own way. We converse like equals and Kaitlin told me today she was giving up a trip to see her boy friend in Vancouver so she could be with me at Ironman. That is the kind of love that we have built in our family and I was truly touched. I have a nice home in Winnipeg and a great condo in Kelowna where I am fortunate to be able to spend my summers. Today's ride through the orchards and country side here in paradise brought a lot of thoughts and feelings to the surface. I do not know what I have done to deserve all that I have but consider myself to be one of the luckiest persons in the world.